Monday, January 4, 2010

Pondering Divine Intervention

Street Dogs in Thailand are often hairless and covered with scabs. This photo is from Thai Pulse.

Pondering Divine Intervention
By Butternut Squash

A spotlight fixed on a steam locomotive that was about to charge across the bridge. Moments after the engine crossed, the canons boomed from the river spewing water up all around the bridge which was rigged to collapse. The look-out towers were in flames and men on fire leapt from the bridge. From the boat, I could see everything quite clearly. The music was unbearably loud and I couldn’t help worrying about the ecosystems of the river that had to endure the blasting night after night all throughout November and December.

I had traveled with a friend to Kanchanaburi, Thailand, in early December to watch a reenactment of the bombing of the bridge over the river Kwai. After the show we headed to a video restaurant and had a few beers and stayed to watch a movie. However, my friend got tired and decided to return to the houseboat where we were staying. She left with a few other drunken backpackers that were headed the same direction. Shortly after midnight, when the movie ended, I headed off toward the house boat alone.

Earlier in the evening the streets had been full of cars and pedestrians, but I found it to be disturbingly quiet when I entered the dark humid night. There were few electric lights in the neighborhood and I was feeling vulnerable without people around. I thought that it might be quicker to cut through the temple grounds, so I turned at the stone gate and walked briskly into the center courtyard of the temple.

I saw a shadow move beside the temple, but I kept my pace. It was a bad choice. Very quickly I saw two shadows moving slowly toward me. I stopped. A dog stood in front of me. Its back was arched its head and tail were down and it began a low menacing growl. This mangy, hairless cur had a scabby friend with infected eyes that came up slowly behind him. Within a few seconds, while I was still struggling to decide which way to go, four more dogs arrived. I was now surrounded on three sides by a very hungry looking pack of stray dogs.

My rear was the only side without a dog, but I was afraid that if I turned to leave that I would be taken down and mauled. There would be nothing left of me but a fleeting story of gore for the morning news. I had never had a dog, but I had had a few scruffy cats in my life. So I summoned the persona of my mother enraged by the cat eating hamburger from the dining room table. I stood taller and fiercely smacked my hands together and said, “Bad dogs, go home!” And I marched forward confidently while circling back toward the stone gate from which I had entered. The dogs did not attack but they did continue to growl and followed me closely until I left the temple grounds. A few paces out of the gate. I grabbed a fat stick and carried it all the way to the houseboat.

I have been in some terrible situations in my life, but that was the most frightened I have ever been. The fear made me tremble so badly that I could barely walk, and I felt as if my soul was only vaguely connected to my body for at least the next hour. I still wonder how I could have possibly managed to escape without a scratch.

14 comments:

  1. Hideous! I would imagine that you're right, a bit of divine intervention saved your skin. I'm sure the assumed persona didn't hurt.
    I'm a dog lover, but I never underestimate the power that they hold, particularly the power of the pack. How very sad that there are so many mangy, starving packs of dogs over there.

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  2. Wow, Butternut. This is dramatic. And scary. I don't know about the divine part, but I do know that when we are fully confident of our own power, when we move forward with positive intention to harm no one and nothing, we are triumphant. &, not exactly on topic, Megan and I love our earrings from Nepal!

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  3. Beautifully written even if it is a bone chilling story. Some things are better left a mystery, please don't put yourself in those situations anymore! (that's the mother in me talking, can't be helped) :)
    good to see you again,
    all the best in 2010 dear.

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  4. i forgot to say that poor dog breaks my heart. :(

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  5. Oh no, it could have been a major tragedy. Dogs in a temple? Are the temples left open at night?

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  6. great scary story and surely divine intervention or as I always say the work of the guardian angels. I am saved a few times as well
    I wish you peace and happiness for 2010

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  7. hello butternut, a powerfully real story that i can feel deep inside. i walk through the fields near here and they are the home to coyotes who will kill deer and whatever else fills their need. i worry about the scenario you describe but your strength inside the moment gives me a vision of how to manage a similar situation. i really love the haiku in the sidebar!!! have a peaceful day. steven

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  8. Hi Whitney Lee - The dogs are hideous, terrifying and pitiable all at once. Stray dogs are a real problem all over Asia.

    Trish and Megan, so glad you lik the earrings. I have been thinking about Angels lately and wanted to write a story. I sat down to write something completely different, but this is what I got.

    Lori Ann, it breaks my heart too. It seems a sin to let so many dogs suffer that way.

    Lakeviewer, some temples are completely closed up at night, others have no doors at all. This one was closed up but the grounds were open. Still, it was probably a bad choice to cross the grounds after dark.

    Hi Marja, that is just what was on my mind when I sat down to write this. I may be writing a few more of this sort.

    Hi Steven, I once saw a 3 year old pick up a big flat rock and whack a growling Tibetan Matiff over the head with it. The dog was at least 3 times the size of the child. But it took off quickly and did not return.
    *I am very pleased with that haiku. Thank you for the compliment. The original post was from January 28, 2009. It is as much about death and loss as it is about snow.

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  9. Scary. Had you given in to your fear you likely would not have survived.

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  10. We amaze ourselves sometimes with how we handle a new situation. We wonder, "Will I be brave or run if threatened?" If we are in tune we usually receive instructions. I was challenged by an angry dog ready to use his teeth. I don't know how, but I raised my handbag, stomped my feet and yelled at him, stopping him in his tracks.

    Your actions obvious saved your life. The dogs felt your strength. Even if you went away trembling. Your travels through the world to do good show a tremendious power. You were protected.

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  11. What a sad and terrifying story. I am so glad you are here to tell it.

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  12. We go into fear, and come out of fear..you sure became Alpha very quickly..your mother gave you the right message..whether memory or vision! Bless the intervention!

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  13. I have read somewhere that dogs can smell if somebody is afraid of them. You certainly summoned a strength that convinced them that you were not really frightened. So brave of you!

    My heart goes out to all creatures condemned to a horrible destiny like the dog in the picture. I often wonder what kind of God lets this happen.

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  14. I view every outcome that could have been much worse as Divine. It's good to know I am being watched over, as you were that night.

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